Longing for our love.



I love you.

No, the feelings I feel for you are stronger, more important and more passionate than love.

There is no expression, for what I feel for you.



Anybody who would dare to explain those feelings would be a fool.

No word, in no language, spoken on this planet could describe them.



But it feels like heaven, experienceing this passion for you.



I trust you.

With everything I own, my life and my heart.



Your smile means so much to me.

I wish I could make you smile more often.

Your whole face lights up and reflections of light are dancing in your sparkling blue eyes.

Seeing you smile, makes my day.



So often you burry your soft and sweet face under a mask of sorrow and tears.

But I won’t let this happen again.

I’ll care for you.

Everyday, everytime.

I’ll be there for you, every minute of my life.



I still can’t explain all the mysterys on earth.

I can’t explain why or who or what.

But I don’t care, as long as I have you.



You are everything to me.

That’s all I can say.

I hope you understand.

Understand all the love I feel for you.



I love you so much, that it hurts.

Can I still call it love?

They say, that love was a wonderful feeling,

But the way, I experience it, is not feeling good.

It’s not, because I can’t live love.

I can’t share my love with you.



I don’t want to gamble with our friendship.

It means so much to me.



Could there be a possibility of you, loving me?

No, sorry.

I don’t want to talk about possibilitys.

They make me feel sad, hopeless and desperate.



Scully, I always think of you.

Scully, you occupy my head.

I never thought, that something like this could happen.



You seem so cold.

Sorry, but I have to tell you.

Cold in your appearence, inapproachable.

But I know, that it only seems this way.



Because Scully, you are the most passionate, loving and emotional person, that I have ever met.



Dana, I love you for all that you are.

Every part of you and your soul.



I don’t expect, you to love me.

I don’ t even know, if I want you to know, about my feelings for you.



But they are so strong,

Stronger, than everything, I have experienced in my life.

Scully, my heart is bleeding, longing for you.

Longing for our love.